the past week or so i've been lacking motivation. There are things i need to do. i know i need to do them. it is a reasonable expectation that i could do them...but i don't.
i started studying Bengali, and was very disciplined...but that's one of the things i haven't been making time to do. I have finished 2 of the books i need to read for WMF, and i have only written half of one of the reflections. if i just sat down and did it, i know they'd be done in a matter of hours...but i just can't make it happen.
I started looking for a job at the beginning of May...no luck so far (which is a little discouraging). The lack of a job makes my life even less stable. I make all these plans based on "if i get a job" and then its like i can't really plan anything cause i'm in this holding pattern.
this post is a bit of a downer...but on a positive note, i'm going backpacking this weekend...and i can't wait! i haven't been able to spend any time in the woods since i've been home...and i am really looking forward to it. oh...sweet forest, here i come!
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