Tired

I'm tired. Its been a weird, tiring week. My Internet was down earlier this week for a few days, and the internet was down in the office all week until today. I've been doing some reports at the office that are very detail oriented and turn my brain to mush when i work on them for too long consecutively. I've spent a huge amount of time on these reports this week. I was out late last night with some visitors (which was fun...but tiring). Tonight i didn't get home til 9pm (i'd been travling for awhile with a co-worker, and she dropped me off at the point where our paths separated and i needed to get a rickshaw, but they were all full, and i started walking, and part of me really thought i was gonna have to walk all the way home. i finally got a rick, and i was so happy that he picked me up that i paid him extra...)

On top of all that, it was just a hard/tiring week for me. Sometimes i just get in these "funks." I realize that isn't very descriptive, but i tend to go through these seasons where i feel restless, or where its hard to be here, or when i find it really hard to hope. There usually isn't a "reason" for these times...they just are. its been that sort of week too. (probably not so coincidentally its also during these "funks" that i don't feel very inspired to blog...)

I'm thankful for the weekend...but its gonna be a busy one. we're having an aftercare slumber party tomorrow, i need to plan my "Visa run" and then buy plane tickets and me and the roomies and Jana are going out for cheesecake on Saturday. Last night Jana described the 4 of us as a posse. it made me smile. Its nice to have a "crowd" of friends again...especially after being alone for those 2 months...