Friday, July 18, 2008

crazy

It has been a crazy week. There's been a lot of work to do, i've been trying to work in advance since i'll be gone next week...and we had 2 going away parties this week.

I've been in such a weird mood and so looking forward to my vacation that i haven't really thought about what it will be like when i come back...and emily is gone. What will it be like sitting in aftercare by myself? (on those days when everyone is in the field except for us?) Who will i talk to when i need just a little break on frustrating days?

it will all just be really different here when i get back from my trip. i feel like time is flying...and change just keeps happening. Just when our community here starts to feel normal, then something changes - someone comes or goes ect.

i'm going to go to an aftercare home tomorrow with stephanie and help her make things for I-sanctuary with the girls. It will make for a full day (along with saying goodbye to emily, filling out my visa form and packing)...but a good day too.

3 comments:

Raleigh said...

wow. that does sound like pretty constant change. much more than i experience in my life in colorado springs. good thing you can cling to the One who never changes, amidst all the change...

Merilee said...

...praying for you...

Anonymous said...

Hey Melissa,

Have a good week away. I hope all goes smoothly.

We had an awesome day with your mom and dad, and all the Bock sibs, and G-Pa. Biking down the Trail, Pontooning on the lake. You know how we can laugh.

Praying for you as always.

Love Aunt Ruth