Changes

Steph and Wendy arrived on Friday evening - which is really good - and has also hit me like a mack truck of transition. i was somewhat prepared for this, and at the same time its still been hard. one thing that i know is making this all harder is that i'm incredibly tired physically (2 really late nights when they arrived...and other sleep disturbances that would take way too long to explain). There have also been lots of other stupid things that have gone wrong over the weekend to make the transition more intense - like the landlord failing to fill the water tank for 3 days resulting in very little water on Saturday, and then running out, which released the siphon on the water tank so now even though we have water in the tank it won't come out of our kitchen sink (ARGH). And the internet being down all weekend and getting disconnected from their customer service twice after being on hold for 10 minutes each time.

So while i know this time of transition and living with Stephanie again, and getting to know Wendy will be incredibly good - right now its just hard. I'd love your prayers for my heart, and for balance is voicing what i need and what i'm used to vs being flexible and open hearted...I'm looking forward to this evening when we'll have some time to talk about living together, and the different needs we each have that can make the situation more smooth for each of us.